Saturday, August 19, 2006

okayy. just a quick update of what happened for the last five days. nothing much actually, just serened all the way for studying. was having prelim tho. however, due to stress, lack of sleep and not enough water in my body. fell sick. have that stupid block nose that make my voice so damn dumb, sore throat that hurts whenever i cough or sneeze and yeah, cough. and becuase of all this unnecessary thingy, i kinda had my mood swing. feeling tired and dont feel like doing anything. all i want to do is, to sit there and stone all the way. but of cuz, all this stop today. why?? BECAUSE IT IS SATURDAY!! MEET GOD DAY!!

today's praise was damn cool. i like the second one. the song brought the whole church to the highest point. really, this was how cool the praise was. hahaha. alright, the surmon was the best of all time. today's surmon is more TEACHY and not so PREACHY. with the companion of the HOLY SPIRITY. hahaha. quite funny. invented by pastor jeff. hahaha. anyway, the surmon was about obeying and honoring your parents. serve your employer with respect and fear. i quite like the whole thingy actually. haha.

okayy. this paragraph is just more of like my thought.

well now. i feel like a total loser. the worse friend ever. why?? because i dont know what can i do or shall i do to help you. all i can say is that you make me feel like a failure. a big one. you are my friend, one of my closest friend. yet i wasnt there to help you. and now, your falling deeper and deeper. how?? tell me what can i do?? serious. i would do anything to help. i dont understand how can you be so selfish. you think that this is just about you?? NO. your also hurting those who cares for you please. you know, whenever the thought of what is going to happen to you. i will just want to cry?? because i cant do anything to pull you out. you wont even tell me what's going on in your life. here i am, holding on to your hand, trying to keep everything in hand. but there you are, doing everything to hurt yourself. i dont know how i can tell you this but i would just pray that you know that i am always here for you, nomatter where, nomatter when, just like before.

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